when you see me,
your not seeing the me
your seeing the me who
i appear to be.

Your seeing the one and only,
self proclaimed image of a happy girl
in a great little self inflicted state of world

Your seeing someone who you dont know.
just thinking wow shes so beautiful.
no one ever really gets to know the real me
and he who does, can really see

that when im alone at night
i begin to cry and put up a fight
thoughts of you strain my head
and follow me around right into my bed

Thoughts of you follow into my dreams
Things that you would never think of
take me into a world of thoughtless pain
my head begins to drain..
slowly and painfully as i forget about you

for now thats what i always will do.
i pretend your not there anymore
and my world is ful of things that
could be fixed without a care

but me, then inner me..
will know forever that your
still right there..only me
the inner me..the inner beauty
that only i can see.